Randomness

So I've been doing some thinking and I want to be able to update this more regularly though I don't think that many people read this... maybe one or two people. ha ha. Oh well. That's just what I've been thinking. I've managed to be able to have really good time management so far this year with my homework so I have free time during the day so I figure I may as well try to update this as much as possible. I'm waiting on Kat to finish/get back to me on a header she said she'd make for me for on here so that will be nice and I'm trying to find a new layout so hopefully that will work out as well. Lately I've been ok I guess. I dunno. School has been getting to me lately. Every morning I wake up and all I can think is, "I don't want to go to school." and I get the funny feeling in my chest... the one you get when you're about to cry... only I don't cry, I just get that feeling. I think part of it is that I am just getting increasingly tired of working so freaking hard in my classes to get good grades. It used to not bother be until the very end of the school year when summer was nearing but I'm getting the feeling of 'omfg when is school OVER? Can I just not come back next year?' already... and we're only like, a month and half into the year! not good. Another part I think it is, is that we've only got 3 1/2 months left with mom until she gets deployed to Kuwait for 10 months to a year. So right now, it seems like the next 3 months are going to be jam packed full of things to do. I'm busy with school, rugby and life in general and everybody wants to have time with mom before she leaves and we have almost NO family time anymore. It really really sucks. Especially since mom and pops keep going up to VMI almost every weekend to save Justin, which I understand and all, but come on! Can we have just ONE weekend where we can just all stay home and take a breather for a minute? Well, I've had my rant. I promise that my future posts will have less time between them and also less ranty. Ciao.