Almost a month again...

Ha ha... looks like I'm only going to be updating this thing once a month now. I guess that's not too bad though; it's not like I need to be on here all the time. But the last month has been fairly interesting/busy/hectic/stressful. Story of my life lately. I wonder when it's all going to calm down.

So, from my last post, I said that theatre was over for the Imaginary Invalid. Our director said that we would have three weeks break before the next plays auditions. Did we get that three weeks? No. We got ONE week. ONE measly week and he decided to have auditions. So I auditioned. I have no idea if I got a part or what part I've gotten so.. yeah. We'll see how it goes. But, I know that I'm in the play for sure... that I'm going to be a part of it I mean. So, rehearsals Monday through Thursday from 3:45 to 6:00 is what I have to look forward too after school. Then, on Tuesdays and Thursdays I have rugby practice from 7 to 9. It takes me about 45 minutes to get to practice with a decent flow of traffic, almost an hour with bad traffic, so I leave the house at 6 to get there on time. You know what that means? I'm going to be going straight from school to rugby practice on Tuesdays and Thursday. How exciting. Oh dear. What have I gotten myself into?

And lately, with school, I've been feeling extremely lackadaisical about it. I mean, I do all of my homework and everything... I just do it begrudgingly and much of it I seem to half-ass and not care about at all... and my grades are showing it. I have a C- in Algebra (though, that's not completely my fault. My teacher is AWFUL and I can't learn in her class. I actually AM trying in that class...) And also I have a C in AP english. I mean, wtf. I ALWAYS get an A in English. It's because I failed a quiz that was completely unfair and I only have a few grades in the class... the other grades are A's and B's... apparently a failing grade brings the average down to a C. Lucky freakin me. I have a B- in AP Bio. Usually I manage a B+ to A-... I need to focus some more in the class. I gotta try to absorb more. Argh. It's hard though. Lately, I really just don't care about it though. I think it has to be be a part of being a junior. Either way, I'm going to be getting these grades up before next marking period. @.@

I've been WAY busy

To: Dad and Kat and whoever else reads this. XD

I know I haven't posted in a while but I've been damn busy and this blog isn't the first thing I think to do when I get 2 seconds of free time... except for this morning apparently... obviously... o.o'

So I think it's been about a month since I've posted. What have I been doing in that month? A lot. Let's see if I can sum it up.

Well, I got caught up on Supernatural for one. I've been going to rehearsal for The Imaginary Invalid everyday after school till 5:30 and don't get home until anywhere between 5:50 and 6:10 and on Tuesdays and Thursdays for the past 2 weeks have had rugby practice from 7 to 9. And it takes me about 30 minutes to actually GET to practice and be on time so I really leave at around 6:30. So on Tuesdays and Thursdays I'm in the door and then back out.

In what time do I do my homework on those days?

Excellent question and I've got a good answer.
I don't.
OR I stay up late and go to school zombie-tired and sore with a cup of coffee in my hand.
One of the two... usually I don't do anything though if I can get away with it.

Well, last Friday we had Regional theatre competition and placed 3rd (only 1st and 2nd get to go to State) so the play is now over for a little while until we have our school performance which will be fun I think. So yeah. No rehearsal anymore! Yay! Or is it boo? I'm not sure cause I'm sure as hell gonna miss the family. So I think it really is more of a boo than a yay... :(

On another more happy note, rugby has been a lot of fun. I've really missed being on the pitch running and hitting people and getting hit and laughing and going insane. It's awesome. We have our first game this Saturday. It'll be fun whether we win or lose; I'm just happy to play. :)

Other things that have been going on the past month: Mom has been deployed to Kuwait and she just got there today. She called this morning so that was nice. :) I really miss her... ahh...

School has been freaking insane. Two weeks ago in AP Biology my teacher decided to give us 4 chapters to read and do a total of 70+ questions and diagrams. It made me want to rip my hair out that week because all of my other teachers also decided to give us back breaking work... oh it was just freaking lovely. So that week ended and I thought, 'Ok, the craziness is over... it will only get better now.'

Was I right? Of course not.

This last week was insane as well. Like I said I've had rehearsal and rugby practice so I already had limited nights for homework and on Monday I had to babysit right after rehearsal until 9 so that was fun. Then Tuesday it was rugby after rehearsal. Wednesday was my only free night and I went crazy at home doing homework, house work and many other kinds of work... it was freaking amazing!!! ((note the sarcasm...)) then Thursday I actually didn't go to rugby because I had a massive amount of homework again and just couldn't afford the time so that made me sad. :( Then Friday we had theatre competition. We left school at noon and didn't get back till 10 PM. It was a lot of fun though. Needless to say, however, it was harsh.

Now today I have an AP Bio test that covers 10 chapters and I'm scared out of my wits to take it because I feel utterly unprepared even though all I did yesterday was homework and studying... I'm so not prepared. I don't know enough. I really just want to skip today but then I'd have to make the damn thing up and that would just SUCK. So, I'm going to school.

So a good thing is that I have rugby tonight and it won't be crazy and harsh with my homework and sleep time because I don't have rehearsal!!! I'm actually gonna be getting home at 4 and have a few hours to do stuff. It'll be good. So I'm really hoping that after this test today that things will go back to normal and that I won't be insanely stressed out anymore. It's not good for me this stress, I'm telling you. I haven't slept well in... well, in a long ass time and it's getting way old way fast and I just want SLEEP. Is that really too much to ask? I mean, REALLY?

Ahh... well, now that I've typed out my stresses, I feel better. :) Kind of... I still don't want to take that wretched test... D: Ah well. It'll be over soon and then I'll be happy. Sort of. Ha ha ahhh... maybe this weekend I'll sleep... ALL weekend... and it'll be AWESOME. Ah well, I can hope ha ha.

Peace out. :D

Hey

To whoever reads this thing: I'm alive! Ha ha, well mostly. Kidding! I'm fine. I've been really busy lately between school, drama, sports, friends, getting ready for mom to go to Kuwait and raging hormones... it's enough to make someone go insane. Ah, the joys of being a teenager... when is it over? I'd really really like it to be over right about now.

Well, in other happier news, I've become thoroughly obsessed with a TV show. Why am I obsessed you might ask? Because the two main characters, who are brothers, are the hottest things I've ever laid eyes on. The plot and story of the show are pretty good as well but mostly, I like looking at the brothers. I mean, what girl wouldn't? Here's a pic...

Obviously the show is called supernatural. Aren't the brothers amazing looking? I think so... sorry to the guys who read this but damn these two are freaking amazing. I love them both. A lot. 8D *drools*

Life

So life it ok right now. Rugby season has ended which is a very sad thing but I'm dealing. Ha ha. Well, the team is doing an off season fitness challenge. We're going to be split into teams and we get points for certain things. If we have 30+ minutes of a cardio workout, we get one point a day. 5 points max a week. The same is for strength workouts except you can only get 3 per week. And you can get some bonus points for various things and it's going to be AWESOME basically. So that will be an incentive for me to exercise. I'v already got a schedule laid out for me too. I started it today and if I can stick with it, I'm going to be really fit. :D Maybe i'll lose weight too... XD hee hee hee. I'm feeling a bit better about school. I don't mean I'm all happy to go to school and do homework, but I don't feel like crying all the time so that's a good thing. Ha ha, I'm just being able to deal with it better lol. Tis good for me.

I really can't wait until next month though. We're getting SO many long weekend!!! I'm so excited lol. Plus it's getting COLD! Hallelujah! I've missed you cold... so very much. Though of course it's bipolar Virginia weather. It's cold one day and warm the next so sometimes I wear shorts still. Ah well... the fact that there are some cold days makes me happy. :) That's pretty much all I have to say. I haven't been up to much but whatever. The next time I post, I'll make sure something exciting has happened in my life lol. Ciao. :)

Ahhh... :)

Today is a happy day. Yes, it is Monday. Am I at school? No. Mom is letting Caleb and I stay home today. I called for a Family Day because mom and pops have been gone for several weekends and mom is going to be gone next weekend and we haven't had a family day in a long time so we're taking one today. Thanks Jezuz. :) I need it. I think later we're going to go to Barnes and Noble and I'm going to get a book. I've worked a little bit on my drawing for the reflections project which will hopefully be done soon. Today i'm going to read through some Biology chapters and make sure I don't fall behind on that shit so that will be good. I'm just glad that I'm not going to school today. It feels great to be at home with everyone in the house and happy. :D

In other news, I have some beautiful bruises!!!


Aren't they lovely? I love them lol. :) They don't hurt though. It's my rib that's sore. But that's all I have to day. :D Love you long time. Ciao.